Dulu-dulu masa muda-muda (uwekk) haha tak terbayang macam mana kehidupan bila dah ada anak..
tak sangka jugak akan ada anak..memang la nak kahwin nak ada anak tapi tu semua kan kerja Allah SWT so its like kita usaha and tawakal.. life after kahwin berubah lah..rasa la jugak perubahan tu.. tp after bersalin, its a life changing experience i tell you..
waktu doctor cakap jalan dah bukak 4cm, dah rasa eh biar betul..sbb i was in my 35 weeks ++..xsepatutnya bersalin pun lagi..tp masa tu belum rasa nervous pn lagi even dah nak kena sorong masuk labour room..rasanya sebab buku pink tertinggal kt rumah kemaman so xnervous nk bersalin tapi nervous alamak nanti mesti doctor and nurse mintak ni..hahaha
lepas bersalin, doctor tunjuk jantina je and then trus bawak baby pergi..and then bleeding..doctor cakap secondary atony kalo tak silap..maksudnya rahim tak mengecut..so darah keluar non-stop..masa tu husband pun dah kena suruh tunggu kat luar...masa tu takut dah...sebab xmintak maaf betul-betul pun ngan suami lagi..ngan mak ayah semua x sempat mintak maaf..tau takott..haha
anyway long story short...nak cerita pasal eryna tapi macam mana tah boleh cerita pasal masa eryna nak keluar dari perut pulak..haha..bila tengok eryna membesar, it fills my heart with joy..knowing that she is my daughter and will always be my daughter..
Everyday my daughter never stops surprise me with her awesomeness..
fresh from my womb
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